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Sorry !

5 letters 1 word

Do you mean it?

NO

I said to him with a straight face...As he walked towards me...I stepped back...

"I am afraid to loose you..."

My breathing hitched for a second...

He did the most unexpected thing after his small little confession.... He took his night clothes from the duffel bag and went straight to the washroom. I mean like who the hell does that?

What can I even expect from him...He is truly a bipolar disorder patient

"I am afraid to loose you"his words kept playing in my head like music couldn't help myself but go deeper into my own thoughts or pool of flashbacks...

Everything in life was going so smooth until the forehead kiss happened and messed up my life...The day I realized I have started falling for him it created a havoc in my system....

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Flashback ~

The kiss was the only thing which kept coming back in my mind. Though it was just a forehead kiss I couldn't just get the giddy feeling out of me no matter what I did. Somewhere deep down it felt like it was right and meant to be and somewhere it felt wrong too I was so confused with my own feelings.

Laying on my bed I just kept looking at the ceiling of my fan as if it was the most interesting thing to look at. Sleep was now a luxury which I couldn't afford right now...

Yaa Allah main kya karu?

Translation : Oh God what should I do?

My bubble of thoughts were busted when my phone popped up with a message

Raheel
Good night😴

A smile crept on my face and I texted him back a good night text

I just couldn't sleep so I decided to go on a little drive.....

"Don't judge I am skilled driver😚"

I took my phone turned off the lights of my room and tip toed downstairs so I don't wake up baba and ammi....I feel like a theif in my own house though a smug smile appeared on my face....I took the car key from the living room

I made it to the door....I was so happy totally jumpy jumpy... But but but the moment I twisted the door knob to open the door someone faked a cough!

Allah Miya aaj toh bohut daat pardhne waali hai I turned with closed eyes when I hear nothing I peeked from one eye and there was?

Baba

Itni raat ko kaha jaa rahi thi baba ki jaan? Baba asked with raised eyebrow...

Translation: Where were you going in middle of the night my lovely daughter  (Couldn't write better sentence than this... sorry in advance ☺)

With a cheesy smile on my face I showed.    him the car key....

Come let's go ! Baba said to me with a happy smile

We went on a long ride and it was so peaceful with the wind passing by.... I also talked about what me and ammi did in this 5 months almost 6 though....

By the looks on Baba's face someone could easily make it out that he was sad that he was not with us while we suffered alone...

I- as baba was about to say I cut him off " No sorry" he just passed a small smile

"So"

"So?"

How is the job going? Baba asked me

Ummm all good I said with a smile

So how is he?

Who?

"Your boss"

And my heart skipped a beat...

He is a workaholic

So does he treats you well?

Yaa he does treats me well

So you are his P.A right?

Yaa

I was getting more and more nervous with Baba's questions though it was normal every father would love to know where his child works and what he/ she does I thought to myself while full concentration on my driving...

So what about marriage?

Where did that come from? I questioned myself

And that was it I put on the brakes....

Kiska nikkah baba? I asked dumfounded

Translation : Whose marriage are you talking about dad?

Tumhari nikkah ki baat kar raha hu baba (dad) said softly with a big smile and happiness glowing in his eyes

Translation : I am talking about your marriage

How can I say no when I can see happiness in Baba's eyes my mind screamed

I plastered a small smile on my face just for Baba's sake

I know it's not the right time to talk about your marriage but me and your ammi were waiting to tell you this for so long

He is a nice guy, down to earth and practicing Muslim you will like him for sure

Hmmm...

He will come to meet you personally with his parents

When?

After 2 days

I just blinked away the tears forming in my eyes and started driving

As soon as we reached home I almost made my way to the stairs when baba said

"Adil Faizan"

I looked at baba with confused eyes...The one you will be meeting after 2 days baba said clearing up my confusion

I just nodded and went upstairs straight to my room trying to blink away the tears

I almost jumped on my bed and cried at my destiny...After few minutes I went to the washroom splashed water on my face multiple times to stop the tears. Taking the towel from one of the cabinets I gently wiped off the extra water and then went to sleep with a heavy heart....

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I came out of the washroom fully dressed in my night clothes as I was wiping away the excess water which was literally dripping on the floor I looked towards "My love" and there she was zoned out again...

I took a deep breath and made my way towards her...The moment I looked at her face closely  I realized how truly blessed I am to have her as my wife my soulmate....A big smile formed on my face....

Now I was the one who zoned out but I was quick to realize it...Now what do I do to make her come back to reality

I touched my hair something which I  always do when I am kind of nervous. An idea popped in my mind and all of sudden I was having this mischievous smile on my face

"She is going to be mad at you" my inner conscience said to me

"She has every right to" I smiled to myself

Water droplets fell on my face that made me realize that I zoned out again for the second time in a row...He snapped his fingers for conformation that I was back to reality again....

I wiped away the droplets from my face and looked up only to find that he is  intentionally rubbing the towel over his hairs way to close to me so that the droplets fall over my face....I gave him an angry glare to which he winked at me

I ignored him and stood up to leave the room and he was clearly not happy about me leaving the room

I am sorry I truly am and I halted on my steps his voice came out to be broken as if he was really guilty for what he did

I promise everything will be fine Inshallah just stay by my side....My ways were wrong but it was the only thing I could do to get you....He gently turned me around to face him....I placed my hand on his right chest unknowingly I could feel his beating heart I blinked my eyes and Baba's face flashed in my mind....

"I can't hide this any longer Raheel I really can't...It is suffocating me in every way" my inner voice screamed

"I need to prepare the dinner"

I am truly goals on how to kill a conversation my brain mocked me...

"Dinner can wait jaan"

His hands touched my waist and I closed my eyes just to stop myself from wincing guess I was too late because he already noticed

"Does it hurts?" He asked me

Of course it does my inner voice mocked me

"No"

"He took me by surprise when he started massaging the sides of my waist unknowingly or knowingly it felt good. I hate to admit it though...It gave me a warmth of spark...."

"Stop my voice came as a sensual plead that was not supposed to be in this way I mentally face palmed myself trying to avoid his heated gaze"

"Yeh ap kya kar rahe hai Raheel?" I asked nervously

Translation: What are you doing Raheel?

"Soothing your pain jaan"

"I said it's fine"

Don't lie because you are terrible at lying I won't buy it anyway he said to me while shrugging his shoulders

I looked straight into his eyes while thinking about well I too am not aware what am I even thinking stupid thoughts though won't leave my mind...

"What are you thinking about?"

"Even I don't know what I am thinking"

He looks amused by my reply....

I took it as a chance and got out of his grip but nah bad timing he caught my wrist in a lose grip though

"Why do you keep running away from me?"

"You know the answer very well so why do you keep asking the same question as if it would change my answer"

And that was it he just walked away like everytime....

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